Bender - what a twit I am

I finally admitted to myself that I am on a bender --- and I faced the scales. I have put on nearly 3Kg in 3 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate myself I am so out of control.
This band can't come soon enough and I totally deserve the pain and discomfort -- although I'm hoping I don't get what I deserve!
I have decided I am doing Tony Fergusson until I see the surgeon and get a date. I do not want to be in the 130's when I start this. This is a blip not part of the journey.